Worst I've ever experienced. I would nod off without knowing it for a few minutes and wake up crying, calling out for my husband. I was terrified he was going to die and then I realized that he had and I just totally crashed emotionally.
Thank God my mom has been here with me.
My lower body feels like I've been beaten with a baseball bat, really heavy bleeding, lots of big clots, my stupid boobs are swollen, sore and throbbing. My...oh, never mind. It may be worse that it ever has been, but I know it will pass. I just have to hang on to that thought.
And you know what? I have a baby girl! I almost didn't. But I do!
